Your lying next to me on your bed
The moonlight pours throught the open blinds
making the room a world of black and white

If only it was this easy
laying here with you
every touch and every kiss
mine to keep forevermore

if only it wasn't just for tonight

And when I wake tomorrow we'll do it all again
for as long as I can hide the pain
as long as I can lie to both you and I

we'll have this beautiful thing

It's hard to say goodbye
It's hard to leave you behind

Somedays it crushes me from the inside
the weight of my own mistakes
knowing what can never be
the longing to have you hear with me


The realization you probably never think of me

I know what I said
and I know the things I did
and there is no one more ashamed than me

And everynow and then I wonder
Was it meant to be?